☆ rock.Star ☆

作戦16

2009-06-19T13:41:39Z

Yesterday was our last day of school ☆

First we had math (´Д`)
One ot the topics for the oral examination is integral calculus..
surprisingly I am not too bad at it （笑）
Nevertheless, I am glad that I don't have to do an oral examitrauerweation (＞ω＜)

After that, our teacher bought coffee and cappuccino for us

The rest of the day was a bit lame ( ゜∋゜)
We went to see an art exhibition, but I didn't liked it..
But the exhibition space was so beautiful w(*ﾟOﾟ*)w
It was a big garden with narrow paths, little stairs and small lakes.
Moreover there were a lot of nice flowers and trees, like a weeping willow～
And because there was some alcohol as a part ot the exhibition, Wenke wanted to toast with us |//D
But the glasses were dirty so we declined her offer （笑）

In the afternoon I was so tired (あくび)
I stayed in bed for about an hour

Today we got our marks ★
Aaaaaand..
My marks are better than I expected (●´∀｀●)
Of course I passed all exams

Moreover I talked to my former boss from the practical training to get a traineeship for the remaining week.
Next monday I am going to start again (>w<)

In two weeks I am going to party with my classmates and after that, I am finally going to ツイ so that we can search for an appartment together
I am really looking forward to it ☆

作戦15

2009-06-19T13:17:15Z

起きちまった(・θ・)

So, yesterday I went out with Jenny, Chris, Josh and some other guys.
First I didn't really get along with the friends of Jenny (´ω`)
女子は少し退屈だった(笑)

But then we met Chris and the others again and I stayed there.
は楽しかったです

When Jenny came to me again, she was a little drunk and begged on me to stay here until morning.
In the end I agreed because I didn't wanted to leave so early..
それが間違っていた（笑）
We went to see Jennas brother who bought a lot of drinks for us..
but I dind't wanted to drink anymore so I gave the drinks away to a stranger |D

At 2 a.m. we went to the train station and had to wait for about four hours (￣＊￣ )
Chris and Josh had to leave one hour earlier (〃д〃)
So, Jenny and me spent the time residual at the coffee shop.
There were some guys who wanted to talk us but we hadn't any more motivation to answer (￣∩￣#

On my way home it was coooold

I was so glad when I finally was able to lay in bed !

Now I have to get ready for a birthday party~
また後程 (｀・ω・´)v

作戦14

2009-06-19T13:13:46Z

いい朝や☆

春が来ました(・◇・)

私は夜のパーティーに行く午前
おに楽しみ！

作戦13

2009-06-19T13:06:51Z

Last week we drove to the beach during school ☆
We stayed there until 2 pm～

It was a little cold and there was high-wind but we had fun о(ж＞▽＜)ｙ

(がぼがぼいう)

At the beach, we had to create land art (･ω･)b

I liked the work of another group most of all.
They formed an curtain with flowers and behind it, there was a dark woodland lane.
It was really beautiful..

秘密の花園 (笑)

作戦12

2009-06-19T12:59:58Z

The final examinations are over now ☆
After that I had a few free days
Now I have to go to school for two more weeks～
And then I am FINISHED ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

作戦11

2009-06-19T12:57:53Z

Yesterday I got a visit from Insa ☆
We watched some movies and played a lot of PS2, as always （笑）

Since we can't see each other very often, it needs a long time to play a game.
So, we are still playing 「Kingdom Hearts」

Today's mission was to finish Christmas Town XD
We ended up with fighting against Demyx at Hollow Bastion.

Actually, it was hard to beat him.. maybe because our level wasn't high enough (>_<)

Since she left just a few minutes ago I have no more support during the fight a against Organization XIII and the Heartless／Nobodies (´;ω;｀) だめなー
But I can't stop playing right now （笑）

じゃまた (｡◕ܫ◕｡)ノ

作戦10

2009-06-19T12:54:13Z

髪色 (●´∀｀●)

Actually, it's not the color I wanted, but way better than the dyed blonde.
And I have still two more shades of red I can try p(^ω^)q

作戦9

2009-06-19T12:39:54Z

Egypt PART 2

Because we made a cruise on the nile we were able to visit different places with big distances between each other.
Often, the ship moved from one to another place at night

The view from our room (・ω・)
Aww.. I want a palm for our garden, too

In the evening I often sat in front of the window from our cabin and just watched the scenery.
Mostly, the landscape was very beautiful
And it was so warm there (=^▽^=)
I hope, summer will come soon so that I can enjoy such great weather here as well.

The lounge
In the evenings, parties took place here often -the entertainment was great （笑）
During the day it was a nice place to chill and to get some drinks

And although it was very stressful sometimes, I would like to be there now.
Holidays are waaaay better than school (>w<)

作戦8

2009-06-19T12:35:36Z

Egypt PART 1

o, last thursday we flew to egypt
I felt really excited because I wanted to see this country since a long time （笑）

The view from my window
I love the clouds＼(^O^)／

Our journey started in Luxor, the former pharaonic metropolis～
We went on a lot of trips to see different sights like temples or the valley ot the kings
and our tour guide Ramses II often told us stories about the egyptian history.

We made so many experiences w(*ﾟOﾟ*)w
I especially liked the stories about the god Anubis, he's my favourite（笑）
I even bought a papyrus paper with a picture of him (>ω<)ノ

Maybe I will go and see Alexandira and Kairo next time..
and the pyramids of course （＾ω＾）

This photo reminds me of Plastic Tree somehow.
The chandelier hung in a mosque.. it didn't fit（笑）
However, it was beautiful

作戦7

2009-04-09T11:02:14Z

All tests are done for now, yesterday was the last one.
The result will be horrible because I totally failed （笑）

..actually I am disappointed because I really tried to learn but couldn't manage the test though
(;´д｀)

I don't know what to do if I don't pass the final examinations.
I need to pass this fuckin' math test！！ (゜ロ゜)
So I need to upgrade my math skills..
no, I need to get some because I don't have any yet（笑）
ＧＯ(。・θ・)○
At least the other topics will be no problem, so I can concentrate on math.

The last weeks there were a lot things troubling me.
But I don't want to deal with it.. I don't even want to think about it.
Maybe because I fear that I can't change anything or that I cause even more troble(*´ェ`*)

I guess I have too many problems (′-θ-)
Stupidly it's probably my own fault in the majority of cases(>_<)

At the moment I am waiting for ツイ ☆
Actually I am waitin' since hours.. and waitin'.. and waitin'.. （笑）
I didn't felt like doing something so I just waited the whole time.
ばかです（笑）

Tomorrow is the last school day やった!
Then we will have holidays (ﾟ∀ﾟ)
And the weather is finally gettin' better ★
In two weeks, I will finally dye my hair red..
I just have to wait until holidays end because I don't want to recolor them during this time.

..何でそんなばかなことをしたのだ.

作戦6

2009-04-09T10:54:21Z

Again, long time no see (・◇・)

There happened a lot during the last months and I wanted to update regularly.
But in the end I didn't felt like it (*´ェ`*)

I also had a lot of trouble with school, family and friends.
I actually still have some trouble (´Д`)
(My dear friend..
You always wondered why you have no friends, I can tell you the reason.)

Soon after christmas I visited ツイ and Watapata and stayed there for one week.
We got a tattoo shortly before the silvester party.

In the end of january ツイ visited me for a few days ★
I felt bad because there was no entertainment for her (´;ω;｀)

Since then, time passed very fast.
I don't know how I spent my days （笑）

Last week I visited ツイ for some days.
We had to participate on an acceptance test for a new school.
We passed both (=^▽^=)
I must've been very exhausting, especially because I was bothered by drawing some more art for my folder.

The next days will be stressful, because there are a lot of tests and major course assessments (・θ・)

(頑張って下さい XD)

これからごはんや！

作戦5

2008-12-09T08:26:20Z

~~Still no internet (・θ・)~~

I am back now :3

Altough I wanted to write more often here, I couldn't manage it until now（　ﾟДﾟ）
Going to change this~

karyuhuhn @ 2008-11-22T19:29:00

2008-11-22T18:39:30Z

Long time no see (・◇・)

School finally started again.. a half year left (*´ェ`*)

The last weeks I had a lot to do.
So there was no time to write posts on Livejorunal (´Д`)

Now there is less work but I have to stay away from home longer.

Next weekend we will move out

I would like to stay here.. but there is no chance(´;ω;｀)

さよなら :D

作戦3

2008-06-26T17:10:50Z

It's a custom: Every night,
I'm always
On top of the bed

I keep telling myself That I should ~~stop~~ masturbating
But sexual desire hardens me, and I am obedient.
Tears spill in honesty.
I caress myself as long as I like In front of a mirror

Looking at the reflection, I ask myself:
"It doesn't matter if it's you, but will you love me?"

While undressing, I play with myself.
Overwhelmed by all these feelings
Irritating me to no end.

I feel I'll make it. The intensity grows.

Fingertips stroking,
With a sigh,
I surpass my limit.

~~Shame~~,
An excited scream.
I tell someone in my panting voice:
"It doesn't matter if it's you, but will you love me?"
I've been fucking only myself, ~~and I've become tired of the mess~~

I've wished for comfort
I've asked for it.
I don't want anything else.

I've tried being loved.
But was alone.
Not seeming love for me

Naked,
Someone begins to realize.
"It doesn't matter if it's you, but will you love me?"
I've been fucking only myself, ~~and I've become tired of the mess~~

I've wished for comfort I've asked for it.
I don't want anything else.
I've wished for comfort I've asked for it.
My tongue becomes numb.
I've tried being tainted. I've asked for it.
Only if it would cure this burning sensation all over my body

I've tried being loved.
But was alone.
~~Not seeming love for me~~

Translation by Nakigoe

作戦2

2008-06-25T15:27:12Z

Recently I have a lot to do for school.
But altough I pass on watching Dorama and writing on my Blog, there isn't enough time for all the things I should do and learn. My school achievements aren't that bad, but they could be a lot better (・θ・)
I even can't looking forward to the holidays, because I have to do a work experience again (´Д`)
「And my english became so bad since I am going to this creepy school and stopped visiting Livejournal （笑） It's a nightmare!」

Should learn now.
Next week there will be a lot of class exercises ((◇θ◇))

作戦1

2008-06-08T13:14:39Z

Finally I got a new Livejounal(・◇・)

So this is my first entry after a long time of absence.
From now on I'll try my best to update more often, mostly in english.
Yeah.. that's it.

んだれば(ΦωΦ)